Dear Eddie

 Dear .., Yesterday, so much happened in my life. I met with my ex-husband to discuss the final paperwork. I almost lost my property, which was both a shock and a real challenge for me. But... I will give it my all. I'm fully invested in making things right. Dear... I’m feeling so tired and I really miss resting on your shoulder.

Dear Eddie, Today, I visited the Malaysian Embassy to present my permit and apply for a Malaysian visa.  This is my third application, as the first two have expired. It was also my first time going to the embassy for an in-person interview. I can’t help but wonder why everything feels so different now, especially after we parted ways. Dear, I still want to share everything with you, just like we did when we were together. I’ve met many people who talk about love, but the way you treated me made me feel that you truly loved me.  So, why is it different now?

I love you deeply, and anything I can express here, I can share with you just like we do when we're together. As usual .. I want to say I Love you, dear. I still cannot accept we are ending as like this. Within just one minutes you are never look back to me.  Are you expected to be happen to end like this?  I want to ask you, dear.