Love for feeling but not for Life

Dear Eddie,

Today, I visited the Malaysian Embassy to present my permit and apply for a Malaysian visa. 

This is my third application, as the first two have expired.

It was also my first time going to the embassy for an in-person interview.

I can’t help but wonder why everything feels so different now, especially after we parted ways.

Dear, I still want to share everything with you, just like we did when we were together.

I’ve met many people who talk about love, but the way you treated me made me feel that you truly loved me. 

So, why is it different now?